Life in Flow
One year post-PhD.
Do not look at this one year post-PhD as a vacancy or a failure of the blueprint. It is the necessary interval where the technical expert is slowly, beautifully softening into the wise elder.
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The Fine Line Between Taslim and Numbness
Taslim is the recognition that your current life is a book being written by a grander architect.
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On the Untranslatable Ocean of Ghurba
Exile is a sentence imposed upon you by a clumsy world. But Ghurba is a gentle, reminder that your true home isn't built of stone or borders but is found wherever you find the courage to speak the true vocabulary of your own journey.
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How Hiring Systems Reproduce Geographic Hierarchies of Expertise
I keep finding myself in the same strange conversation. On paper, I am a researcher with a PhD. Years of modeling rivers that refuse to behave, climate scenarios that refuse to agree with one another, and policy frameworks that only work if politics briefly steps aside. In life, I am
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Margins of January
January lived mostly in the margins this year, between things I did not have the language to name yet. These are the fragments it left behind, unpolished and honest, exactly as they were lived. Margin 1 This city taught me something I didn’t expect. You can live inside beauty…
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The Penguin Who Walked the Wrong Way
I am not sure whether it has appeared on your social media feed recently, but a muted, black-and-white video of a penguin has been circulating with unusual persistence. It is the kind of footage that provokes an involuntary reaction; a brief tightening of the face, a pause; drawing
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What 2025 Taught Me: What I’ll Carry, and What I’ll Leave
2025 asked more of me than I expected. Not in loud ways, and not through visible achievements, but through quiet moments of reckoning. It was a year of noticing where I was forcing myself forward without direction, and where I was staying still out of fear. Somewhere between exhaustion and
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We are Condemned to Hope
We Are Condemned to Hope — Saadallah Wannous This is not a passing sentence, nor a romantic slogan meant to be hung on walls and forgotten. “We are condemned to hope” feels like an existential verdict: there is no escape from hoping, even when we are depleted, even when defeats pile
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Carrying Many Worlds at Once
2025 did not move in straight lines. It moved the way rivers do; splitting, rejoining, carving new paths when the old ones no longer held. 2025 was a threshold year. The kind you only recognize afterward, when you realize something irreversible has happened. I finished my PhD. Not as a
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A New Year Reading for Myself
01 January 2026 Today I pause. Not for the world, not for deadlines, not for anyone else; only for me. 2025 held so much. Uncertainty, hope, small victories, moments when I doubted myself, moments when I surprised myself. I carried responsibilities that no one fully saw. I fought for my
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I write my own blog for a reason
I have been asked many times why I write my own blog. Why I don’t limit myself to academic papers, project reports, or policy briefs. Why I choose to write publicly, and in my own voice, about water and environmental challenges in Syria. At first, I told myself it
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5 Lessons I Learned from My PhD Abroad: More Than Just Research
When I packed my bags couple of years ago, I thought I was only leaving home to study. I didn’t realize I was also stepping into a journey that would change me at the deepest level. A PhD sounds like an academic title, but when you do it far